This is part 4 of a 4 part series. To read part one click here.

The dream was representative of my spiritual life. The farm represented the comforts of home at the time (Brae Head Farm). The sun going down meant that time was running out for me and what God wanted me to do. I had to stop vacillating and get off the fence and follow God. I had to trust him! He was the man driving (he is in control) and I was looking at my future self when I was seeing the adult woman in the car! I wasn’t directly behind God (like I should be). I was in the same general area because I was in the car with him but I needed to be next to him or at the least, directly behind him. The water in the pond represented holy water that the shadowy figure didn't want to leave because it was safe, calming, cleansing and they were in a prayerful position while in the water. That was so symbolic of my prayer life and my gift of intercessory prayer. I would much rather pray for someone then share my spiritual journey because it is safer. I realized, as I looked at the shadowy figure in the water and felt the anxiety again, that the person in the water was me!!!(as an adult). I was stunned!

I had been hiding in the shadows, too nervous to share my spiritual happenings with others. As I matured and figured out my dream, I began sharing my stories verbally and in written form (even though it isn't always easy)with others to give them hope. After I figured out this dream the vision of my dream stopped. It is still amazing to be that God would show me my future self and how I would act, when I was only 4 yrs. old.